I cant believe it

When i was small
20th seem so Beautiful fr me
i was alwis excited abo the coming of it

Its became more excited
when the time
i was 18,19th

I was so proud wif them
especially others asking abo it
"Im 18/19th nw!!"

Yup i was answer it with smile
they were pretty fr me

And..i was tot that
i wil do the same
when the 20th reached
I tot i wil welcoming it wif BIG HUG + BIG SMILE

But..there are others way
tat out frm my expected
when the day are here

I din welcome it at all
im scare abo it
im dislike it..
and tried to avoid it
even i noe there are impossible

Not tat 20th are ugly
jz..i can feel tat there are sumthing
totally diff wif wat i was passed by

i noe there are new world tat
im wearing 'Adult' tis name
A weight name

I cant believe it
i stil cant believe there are 20th on me nw